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wrapped in plastic left in the river
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[untitled]everyone deserves heaven · 2026
[untitled]i dont know where uve been or where uve gone im cutting myself in a public bathroom u probably found someone · 2026
there's beauty in all of thislet's drink the sea and die · 2026
unbelonginglet's drink the sea and die · 2026
finally happyover · 2026
give me something pleaseif i go out sad, that would be the perfect ending. if i go out bad, would that make you happy? · 2026
splitmicrotektites / siltation · 2026
[untitled]i wish the best for whoever has to clean up my body · 2026
[untitled]i hope your skin turns piss-yellow · 2026
[untitled]i try to feel more distant to it everyday but it only seems to pull me in closer the more i try to fight it · 2026
[untitled]make heaven crowded · 2026
[untitled]i'd rather be alone than with anyone else but you · 2026
dreamt of you last nighti hope you’ll be happy this valentines day · 2026
[untitled]burnt corpse · 2026
cherishlet's drink the sea and die · 2026
[untitled]someone you love thought of you today · 2026
[untitled]i love you more than words can describe. out of everyone i’ve known, you’ve been there for me the most, and i want to spend all my life with you. even if the world hates us and the love we have for each other, i’ll always be there for you · 2026
[untitled]i feel like a play toy that anyone can just play with. no one will ever take me seriously. nothing i ever say actually matters to anyone, they just brush it off "its just her lmao". i cant let go of people. maybe its my fault that i cant stand up for myself or do anything meaningful. did i do something wrong? why am i like this why are people like this. i just wanna be left alone in an infinite abyss of nothing, where no one can bother me and i cant bother anyone. i wanna be a ghost that no one can see. i want to be deleted from existence. i cant even make myself do something. my family pays for me to study but i cant even remember anything. i dont even know if im mentally ill anymore. i feel like everything im going thru rn isnt even real. like im making it up. · 2026
a sunrise doesn't mean i'll be shining with it yet another morning, and a moonrise doesn't mean i'll be sleeping with it yet another night. my absence doesn't mean i won't be there next to you, but for now, for the both of us, it is just yet another day.as new paradigms are uttered from the mouths of the dead · 2026
[untitled]to anybody who sees this, by the time you are reading, i am dead. i am killing myself to become part of the red sea of people who have not seen happiness. · 2026
kyūketsukiblood isn't enough anymore; i'm taking some of you with me · 2026
all thats left is to try to move on, but i know i cant move on for a long time.you make me feel butterflies in my churning stomach · 2026
i couldn’t have asked for anything betterthis is the best day of my life · 2026
[untitled]i wish i could be who you wanted · 2026
[untitled]meet at the pond · 2026
as i started the autopsy, i picked up the scalpel bathed in earthy rust and pierced the first layer of flesh. the stabbing pain in my chest is unbearable, and as i jolt awake, i am greeted by myself holding a scalpel bathed in earthy rust, now coated in liquid roseas new paradigms are uttered from the mouths of the dead · 2026
[untitled]''''';;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;november death · 2026
[untitled]everyone deserves heaven · 2026
[untitled]i had an experience of being like “well i’m so ugly, i’m not allowed to like cute things esp bc of the way i’ve been defeminized, i bet ppl would find it gross/weird etc” but honestly… at some point i stopped caring LOL. i feel like life is hard enough as an ugly woman as it is without feeling like i Have to appease the expectations of the people who make my life miserable. it doesn’t suit me? whatever. nothing suits me anyway. it’s kind of liberating in a way. i just hate the thought of seeing the ugly world and being treated like shit and then coming home and continuing to feel like it’s still there. i come back to my room and i see plushies and cute things that make me happy and i get a respite from all that. i think everyone deserves that, so why not me? for that matter, i think you deserve that too, so why not you? · 2026
[untitled]i gag at the thought of a life without you · 2026
[untitled]please stop loving me, you don't even know who i am. stop asking me how i am, stop talking to me, stop pretending, stop caring, stop trying. you'd hate the real me and i'd deserve it. · 2026
in monolet's drink the sea and die · 2026
can someone help me? like actually write me verycutekitten@svk.jp on how to get out of this i am desperate to talk to people feeling similarly to meis anything even worth it at all ? like every day i just wake up, eat my breakfast then i sit on the pc and stare at my screen, atp i dont even do anything "productive" anymore, i remember back when i was a teenager i could sit there for hours on end and atleast talk to friends and play a game or i could sit down and read but now my attention is so raped that i can only stare at the screen and watch youtube videos or whatever i cant even watch movies? sometimes i do play games but it just makes me unhappy or mad or like sad that im not as good at the games. i try drawing or making music but those suck as well i always compare myself to others and feel like im worthless and amount to nothing. my job also mainly consists of doing stuff on the computer and doesnt have any real value like someone who builds something or whatever. it just feels so disgusting my entire life and i hate it but i dont know how to break free from it. i look in the mirror and see someone i dont like, i dont recognise the girl in th(...) · 2026
washing off the coatingyou never wanted me · 2026
[untitled]woman hit by bus · 2025
[untitled]everyone deserves heaven · 2025
[untitled]you're more than i could have ever wished for · 2025
[untitled]i want to kill you and myself · 2025
[untitled]tired of living · 2025
[untitled]i'm still trying to kill myself · 2025
[untitled]mixing alcohol with xanax · 2025
[untitled]for a moment everything was blanketed in a beautiful mist of pink and red · 2025
spliteveryone deserves heaven / mixing alcohol with xanax · 2025
[untitled]i'm still trying to kill myself · 2025
[untitled]woman hit by bus · 2025
[untitled]a basket of crushed cherries · 2025
[untitled]naked man commits suicide by train · 2025
[untitled]i'm still trying to kill myself · 2025
i want no one to find what's left of meeveryone deserves heaven · 2025